I hate to admit this but I haven’t prayed for you not to have Autism my sweet Kaia.
Sounds weird huh...coming from a woman who believes whole heartedly in the miracle working power of prayer. However, I am scared that Autism is so much of who you are that you wouldn’t be you if I asked God to take it away.
I must be demented to in some way to hold the key to your world but not want to free you…but I have to justify that with the fact that I know you are happy, you don’t realize (yet) that you are different and you are content with your life.
On the other side of that, wouldn’t a person who has been blind their entire life to suddenly receive sight be thankful and find more joy. I don’t know. These are the crazy things I ponder as I re-discover my hopes for you.
Above all things I want you to love God and serve God and this disability doesn’t hinder that or change that one bit.
Mama loves you Sweet Kaia.
Living with things you LOVE. Old Junque with a story. New Jewels to make your home sparkle.
